As some of you may know, I want to have a baby (whining voice)! We've been trying for over 2 years and still no baby. We have seen my gyno and did some testings. Marcus checked out fine, it's me. I am hoping my weight loss will have a major factor in this and maybe some fertlity meds to give us that push. Currently, we are awaiting "Aunt Flo" to show and then can proceed to the next stage.
Some days are tough, some days I just go with the flow. Today is a tough one. Lately, a lot of friends on Facebook have been announcing their pregnancy and how excited they are. Who can blame them? I would cry all day for a few days if I found out that I was pregnant right now! Don't get me wrong, I am happy for them. I do, however, get a little depressed because I always ask myself "Why can't I get pregnant too??". It is ok to be jealous? I try not to but I only hope, one day, to experience that feeling and the journey too. Until then, I will never give up my hopes, faith, and patience even though some days are difficult to keep going.
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I know how you feel, Gina. I truly believe your weight loss along with fertility meds, a healthy diet and exercise will facilitate a pregnancy for you and Marcus. Not that every body is the same, but that is what worked for me. Hang in there and it's ok to feel jealous and sad. Totally normal.
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